One month down….five to go.
After Teva’s fourth chemo treatment, a slow infusion of Doxorubicin, she was feeling quite puny. The most noticeable side affects were nausea, excessive drooling and belching. She had a sullen look on her face and carried her head low as if picking it up was too much to handle. She lost some weight and her appetite was practically nil, unfathomable for a golden. The funny thing was she was very happy to eat her Cerenia wrapped in cheese and bananas and pumpkin continued to be a welcome treat.
My work schedule had taken me out of town for the day so I put out an all points bulletin and Teva’s Pet Advocate Dr. Janet came to the rescue (again). Janet arrived with a shopping bag full of goodies that would enhance her dining experience (uber healthy stuff of course) and on day two Teva finally began to eat and eat and eat.
The best thing about our visit to WSU for that treatment was the good news delivered by Dr. Choy, the oncologist on staff at the WSU Veterinary Teaching Hospital: ”Teva is responding to the chemo therapy and the additional treatments should continue to bring her closer to remission.” Now, we just need to get through the next five months.
Until most recently, Mark and I have managed to accommodate Teva’s care and treatments ensuring one of us is always close to home. Concerns of her immune compromised system doesn’t really allow us to board her because of the risk that other dogs might unwillingly pass on something infectious to Teva. During her week off of chemo permission was granted to allow some socialization time for Teva and with a gap in our almost perfected schedule we actually needed her to be entertained for a day. The Ranch seemed like the best thing for T and we were very excited that she could be a dog of play and leisure. Of course only the best for Ms. Teva, and the BEST this place is.
The Ranch, called that by Mark and I, is a private home of a dear couple Patty and Ted. They let dogs stay and play at their beautiful farm abutting 80 acres of ponds, horse land and lots of open space while parental figures are vacationing or working. The guests of The Ranch are welcomed by Toby their black lab and the keeper of all canines. He greets every guest with enthusiasm and love and in his heartfelt dog way makes each one feel welcome.
The Ranch is an amazing place for dogs primarily because of the love that Patty and Ted have for animals giving special attention to each soul they have in their care. I never worry about Teva when we are away and often wish I too could stay and play for a weekend. With several walks a day, swimming, ball chasing and romping with the pack followed by lazy time in the grass it is a place that if dogs made lists it would most certainly be at the top.
When I returned to pick Teva up at The Ranch I was greeted in the same fashion I am after a week away from home: Full on body wags, leaning, whimpering and big huge canine smiles. When she saw the leash in my hand she turned and walked over to Ted grunting and leaning into him as if to say thank you for the great day. As Ted leaned down and rubbed her yellow head he said ”Bye my Teva girl”. With tears blurring my vision I smiled knowing that they miss her visits as much as she misses visiting.
There isn’t much more I can do for Teva to treat the cancer but I can give her one more thing. Visits to The Ranch. With some calendar changes again these will now be added to her treatment protocol. I didn’t realize how much she needed to be there, even if just for a short visit, but the smile in her eyes told all . She had her day again and I promised her that she will have many more.



Dear BHB,
Terrible news and I wish I could give both of you a big hug of support. Instead I will pray.
Indie
Thanks Indie! Miss you and will take you up on that hug sometime soon. BHB
I have been checking on your posts and progress of Ms. Teva, and of course my heart aches for her ill and beats to the advance of her time. Dog love, dog time is most precious and unrestrained. Their soft love, their unrelenting and unquestioned devotion, they are the shadow we come to treasure in the quietest of moments, the warmth nearby when no one else cares. They wait for our commands or attention or treat, they lick the glass that separates us, they wait by the door from where we come and go. Our time, slow and meticulous, theirs we hope, quick and pleasant. They live in bliss and void of our thoughts and guilt, and attention to detail such that they live as we wish for them. The birthday caps that they squirm from, the tie they wear to obedience school, the doggie treats that we hope please, the new leashes and collars, and blankies when a cool tile floor is perfection. They sneeze and we bless as our own. They skip a meal and we worry and change brands. We smile at their manners and whisper in their ears at night. We greet them in the morning, warm breath and anxiousness to the day. We walk more slowly as the age, in golden fields and stopping for rests. Their white hair once yellow, telling of all. They grow as we, and we as they, both wising and ripening and loving each other. We love them, hold them, kiss them, care of them as our family, for they are. The miles we cover, the thoughts we share, all a stretchless length that binds our souls and smiles. Quells are sorrow for comfort is a pat away.
We are a legion of those who love four legged humans, and we care of all who ail. I pray for her, I truly do, and for you. God bless you.
Beautiful – and great news that she’s responding to the chemo. We’ll continue to keep all of you in our thoughts.